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Thinking Of Spock

Published: Feb 10, 2014

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Who would have thought or even imagined that a Stormtrooper from Star Wars would think of that Science Officer Spock from Star Trek?

Here I announce that I fell in love, too, with this Vulcanic man—and that's after I've watched Star Trek movie of 2009 finally on TV last Fall only. But y'know, honestly, I recall that I regarded the movie before as nonsense, boring, and even thought it as a copycat of Star Wars (because of 'star' in the title), so I didn't fancy it in any way. But when it got a schedule on TV for the first time last year, I got excited to watch it nevertheless. There I noticed this deliciously-distrubing-weird-looking guy with a funny hairstyle. He was stern and somewhat menacing, but that only made him more appealing to me, more appealing, in fact, than Capt. Kirk. (Kirk, I've only liked him when he became matured & responsible at the end of the movie. I was turned off with his attitude in earlier scenes.) From the start, my eyes were set already to this most handsome alien I've ever seen. (Oh, I even saw my cater-cousin in him! His facial features are very similar to the actor's.

) Ah, Spock, what a name! (It sounds so delicious.

) You're so mysterious, so intelligent, so logical, sexy & manly, and you showing no emotion intrigued me a lot. But I can actually relate to him on that part and I think that was what drew me closer to him. Personally, I hate losing control over my temper and the idea of breaking down in public is a nightmare to me. As I don't want to show some feelings, I learned to hide it. Self-control therefore is vital and I really consider showing anger/wrath as a sign of weakness—and I assume Spock or the Vulcans thought the same?

Oh, I really, really like Spock, y'know?

Even when he got mad, instead of being terrified, it only made me like him more. In fact, while he was beating Kirk, I had a sudden urge to hug the violent Spock, then soothe him, tame him, cuddle him, pet him, caress him...

I should really be in Uhura's position. After all, I'm not a fan of PDA, so a boyfriend like Spock who doesn't show too much affection in public is very favorable to me.

Regarding the movie Star Trek, I just realized how a dunderhead I was for thinking it was ugly. It was awesome, although there were some scenes that have been removed on TV, like that intimate moment of Kirk with a green alien lady—I've only seen that on YT. Galactic adventures appeal to me, too. And what I found interesting with this movie was the crew weren't only made up of aliens: there was a black woman, a Russian, an Asian—that wowed me and I find it refreshing because usually in that kind of team from other movies, it was always pure White or just Americans.

And there, I started to google more about Spock and the Star Trek last December only. Uh... I was so incredulous to find out that Spock has the same effect to the other girls, and I couldn't believe that—as if I've seen a sleeping jellyfish on my bed. I thought Capt. Kirk type would attract more girls/women and Spock would only scare them away with his weird hairstyle + pointed ears & eyebrows, with his unemotional face, with his so logical approach, with his dangerous wrath, and whatnot. Shit! That only means then that I've got tons of rivalries over this Vulcan!

But there was another surprise that struck me: Zachary Quinto is gay. That truth made me cry (not really) and I felt an invisible anchor fell on my shoulders to know that the man I started to fantasize isn't a straight guy. Ah, I was so sad 'cause it only means that a girl like me has no place in his heart—forever. (Silly me.) Anyway, 'twas just an initial reaction and I've moved on about it. I don't care anymore if Quinto is gay or really gay. I've embraced him for who he is, I like him still and I even support his advocacy. (In fairness, he's got some yummy
boyfriends.

) Going back to Spock, aside from photos, I even searched about his hobbies, his favorite foods & music, his height, and even about his genital.

Of course, he's an alien so it's reasonable to be curious of how "it" looks like. And this genital search brought me to this new word for me, 'Pon Farr'—and that brought me to various erotic fan fictions. (So Spock and Kirk are that "close" huh?) Then I even searched about his zodiac sign—yeah, this is thorough research. So, some claimed him to be an Aquarius while others proved him to be a Virgo—which quite surprised me. But from the very start, I was convinced that he's really a Virgo for he displayed notorious traits of the said sign: logical/analytical, very detailed with information, that calm surface but actually a raging pit of lava on the inside, and yeah, that hidden violent wrath most Virgos possess when they provoked.

And by the way, through my research, I've encountered this old-looking Spock which gave me confusion. I thought the 2009 movie was the first time Star Trek created. I just learned that Star Trek has existed already since 1966. (Wow, that old! Definitely older than my mother.) Honestly, I didn't like the classic or the original Spock for I find the modern Spock more handsome. But when I saw the former live on YT, watching those funny scenes (like that tribbles episode where he gave a very exact number of those creatures, and that moment when he innocently asked his father why he married his mother; his father answered, "it was the logical thing to do at that time"), I started to like him then & there. Spock's still Spock, and really, he was so funny although he wasn't trying to be funny.

Again, I love Spock (both classic & modern as well as the actors behind him, Quinto & Nimoy).